God is not in a hurry
On the 25th of November 1999 I wrote the following letter
after the head, Mr. Enslin asked met to give a motivation for my strange
behaviour. According to him I
undermined the disciplinary order of “Die Herberg Kinderhuis”. Some people were saying that I was mad. (John 10:20 and Matthew 10:25) They would most probably have had factual
proof to my madness if I weren’t ably to answer their request. I told them exactly what was happening. They still decided not to believe me. What they couldn’t explain was how it was
possible for a mad man to overthrow the system without getting himself in
jail. From their side they tried their
best to get me in jail or a madhouse – without success.
The truth was that it was Gods time for starting to rule. The powers of the heavens shook and the
stars fell from (Matthew 24:29) exactly as it happened before. (Revelations 12:4) When they heard these
words they accused me of blasphemy.
(John 10:33) The sheep and the
goats were separated! (Matthew 25:32)
Do you also think I am a blasphemist?
(John 7:17)
In our church tradition we have been raised according to certain
disciplinary procedures. (Proverbs
22:6) Disobedient children are either
threatened and/or hurt physically or emotionally by our words. Fear is the power behind our methods. This fear is the power, which is upholding
the disciplinary order of our households and the society. This power is also being used in “Die
Herberg”.
In our town as in the rest of the world man does not know God. Sometimes they go to church, read the Bible,
pray etc. These actions couldn’t
rectify the gap between man and his Creator.
It is today just the same as it was in the time that Jesus came to
earth. Though the church was very busy
with “God” they didn’t recognise Him when He appeared. These actions cannot bring you to the
recognition of the Truth! You wil
only know Him through personal fellowship! (Job 42:1 – 6, John 5:36-40, Isaiah 29:13 and Isaiah 48:1
Because people do not know God they give the wrong interpretation of His
Words. (2 Peter 1:20, 2 Peter 2:1 – 3
and Jeremiah 23:21) They therefore
never learned His way of disciplining.
I can still remember how good I felt the day when God revealed His way
to me. For years I felt very bad about
my way of disciplining my eldest daughter.
The disciplining of the Lord is with love. The church tradition however taught us that the way was through
anger. Do you see the wrong spirit? Anger can never be Love! Are you also being lied to by your
teachers? Do you feel satisfied after
you used these wrong methods? Do their
words give you real peace? I can still
remember the pain I felt in my heart after my methods – the pain in Gods heart
that He was revealing to me to show me that I was on the wrong way. Yet I listened for years to my
“teachers”. What a fool I was to accept
the church tradition! It made Gods
Words powerless. I really am sorry
Lord. They tricked me! They guided me away from Your ways! Jesus was punished! You do not need to punish any more! To speak the truth – you are just
punishing yourself. (Jeremiah
2:19) If you accept Gods Words you will
experience a heavy burden falling from your shoulders. His burden is light and His yoke is
soft. You will experience the peace
that should be part of your household that Jesus dearly paid for on the
cross. Only the selfish parent will
disobey these Words! You will keep on
punishing yourself. You have rejected
the Blood!
I remember how my own mother stood up in anger against Gods Words! “Olivia (my jungest daughter that never
experienced anything but Love from me) can now take an axe and chop up my
motorcar!” she angrily shouted. It was
the love of Mammon that powered her! I
don’t want you on my property any more she shouted at the six years old
girl. She pleaded with her
grandmother: “It thought it was only a
spiders web (it was a peace of loose paint in fine cloth that I had to admit
looked like a spiders web) I pulled from the wall, grandmother.” No! Away! Grandmother (Satan) hardened her
heart. And there my little daughter had to walk away. (My daughter and I were staying with grandmother at that stage) Terrible words! Words of death! Words
from Satan (my own mother)! God intervened! “It is alright Olivia, (He taught Olivia for
five years and got her ready for grandmother (Satan)) grandmother is eating the
husks of the swine. (Luke 15:16-the way
on, which I brought to her the spiritual truth of the guiding and the disciplining
of God) Immediately God brought peace to her.
Let us forgive grandmother! Plowshares turn into swords! (Joel 3:10) Together with the Holy Spirit! (Isaiah 63:10) We forgive her! She doesn’t want to listen and is given unto
Satan. She chased us away. We went to my corrugated iron garage, which
I used for building iron products.
There is no water, toilet and the sun is hot. We have to suffer on behalf of grandmother so that her eyes can
open. (Colossians 1:24) Grandmother then punishes me some more. She got a church order against me. God’s coals are burning! (Romans 12:20) After approximately eight
months she collapsed and they took her to a mental hospital. Hallelujah!
(1 Samuel 25:1- 39 and 1 Samuel 24:13v)
God “pleaded the cause of my reproach from the hand of my
grandmother”. Grandmother returned
after a while and immediately cancelled the court order! We don’t go to the unrighteous!
(1 Corinthians 6) Nobody can fight and conquer the Spirit of God. (Isaiah 63:10) We don’t avenge
ourselves. (Romans 12:19) We overcome evil with good. (God) We fight
against the spirit of darkness and not against human beings. We are called by God to manifest His kingdom. (Matthew 6:10 and Isaiah 9:11) That is the kingdom of David!.
In spite of much disciplining in our society the households are in a bad
shape. Wrong teaching is blinding
people and they never learn to grow by the Word. They think that their household and children
grow through their ability to punish by fear.
You are misled! You are continuously
building the things, which God destroyed.
(Galatians 2:18) Fear is the animal’s way. Just look at them and discover how for example a lion disciplines
his cubs. He growls at them and if they
still don’t listen he bites or slaps them.
You also have your certain way of growling. And then you slap yourself on the back if your children
obey. No different than animals. But you are not supposed to act like an
animal. You are of a higher
species.
I remember a certain occasion when Olivia’s (she was then five years old
and in the sub A) schoolteacher asked my wife what Olivia meant with the husks
of the swine. She described the
situation that lead to Olivia’s words.
One of the children brought cake to the school to celebrate his/her
birthday. There was exactly the right
amount of pieces. She (the teacher) was
taking the cake from child to child and everyone took one piece. When she arrived at Olivia there were three
pieces left. One piece was particularly
small and that was the reason why it was still left on the plate. Olivia took that piece. She was dumb folded. She afterwards asked Olivia why she took the
small piece and Olivia answered that she didn’t want the husks of the swine. She asked Olivia what she meant and Olivia
said it meant “heart food”. My wife
then explained to her that she chose for the blessing of the Holy Spirit in her
heart for taking the small piece. It
was more important to her than the big piece of cake. Only the Holy Spirit can make your children’s righteousness more
than those of the Pharisees. Your methods
my brother/sister will not allow your child entrance into Gods kingdom. You are wasting your time. Only obedience to the Spirit is the way in
which it will realise.
God said that we must reprove, rebuke and exhort. (2 Timothy 4:2). Paul wrote also that we must rebuke before everybody. (1 Timothy 5:20) He did it himself! (Galatians 2:11-16) If God said something He
will himself bestow His power there where it is needed! It will be in Spirit. Jesus himself never used anything else than
spiritual power! He used the rod of His
mouth. (Isaiah 11:4) His Word is like a fire
and like a hammer. (Jeremiah 23:29) Why
is your word then without power, my brother/sister? Why do you need physical power etc? You listened to the traditional preaching (Matthew 15:6) that was
brought to you by the “false teachers”. (Matthew
24:11)
Because God is love we have to feel Love when we discipline. Our children should also experience this
Love. If you look in the spirit you
will see that you experience either pain or anger and your children fear! Is that the anointing? It is the anointing of the animal
(Satan). (Ezekiel 16:20 and 21)
God is acting! Everywhere
disciplining is talked about and people are starting to act against animal
behaviour. The Christians should be the
leaders. However most of them say it is
the devil that is acting. Well he is
present but definitely not where most think he is. In “Die Herberg” they also don’t know what to do. When nobody looks the children is physically
hurt. I am always witnessing slaps,
jerks etc. Crying children
everywhere! Anger (Satan) is ruling the
whole day! And worst of all he is
ruling in the name of God. Everyone is
giving his consent especially the preachers of this town.
Because people know what I stand for they cannot stand my presence any
more. Someday they will
understand. Now there is a war to
fight. God’s holy war.
The reason why God is acting now is because the law
has finished its purpose. It cannot be
the Satan because he is nothing.
(Isaiah 41:24) He was created by God to do his job. (Isaiah 54:16) God
tells us what He is doing. (Isaiah 10:5
– 34) Everyone taught by God is ready!
Hallelujah! (Galatians 3:24 and
Isaiah 10:12-20) Everyone that rejected His teachings will suffer in future
more and more. (Isaiah 10:3 and 17)
Just look at those that grabbed psychology as an alternative!
There is no power
in psychology! The only power to
discipline and create order is in the Spirit!
(Genesis 1:2 and Jeremiah 23:29) God is also showing the truth of what I
am saying through my own life. Without any
physical power I am only using the Word of God. Nobody can speak to the contrary! Three churches already witnessed through their court orders that
they cannot conduct their services in my presence any more. I am only the donkey – but on my back is the
King of Kings!!
God taught me this way from the moment I sat my feet in “Die
Herberg”. I firstly changed my methods
with my children when He gave me these revelations. Four years ago I confessed my sin to my eldest daughter,
Vasti. God then opened a new way in
front of me. (Isaiah 42:16) When my disciplining of my daughter has
changed and I understood more He asked me to take it to the rest of the town.
On the premises of “Die Herberg”, in the rest of the town and in the
churches I am being physically assaulted, spit on etc. I don’t see anything negative in these
actions. It is only God that is showing
to everyone the futility of his or her actions that is according to
tradition. This is the way they have
been taught – the “Christian” way. Everybody
is now ashamed of his or her actions.
But, are they learning?
(Jeremiah 2:19 and Proverbs 20:22)
Are they learning that the only power is to bless those that curse
you? (Romans 12)
Right through society nobody blesses.
Everyone fights back – either with the tongue, the fist or the law. Man is ruling. The Truth is nowhere to be seen.
(Isaiah 59:15) And psychology,
the mind of man, is especially sought after.
(Isaiah 28:12).
I am not one of the Pharisees that are putting heavy burdens on men’s
shoulders and am myself not moving them.
My life is already witnessing these truths. (Matthew 23:3 and 4)
Jesus’ burden is light and His yoke is soft! Amen!